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A Prayer

I pray today I pray today for a tomorrow Peaceful and bright Whence  I can sow the seeds Of love for your children I pray that my work Shall yield results and Carry your blessing In every step I take Lead me Lord for Thy feet I seek Hari Om Tat Sat

I am death ...

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Voices of wailing accompany me As I walk this hollow earth Lives and dreams shatter into pieces As my feet treads into lives that end Who am I .. I've sought forever From the beginning I've walked alone Some fear me and some hallow my name Yet I can spare them not for I am death There is no hurry in this quest There is no direction for my steps I walk in and out of doors That my weary feet seeks to rest Voices within call out fate Thoughts race through when I get blamed Yet I need to carry on as my feet tells Carrying the burden of one more dead I am death... I am the mortifying entity I seek a direction I am denied For my thoughts shall seem to rest When I am dead I laugh at myself When words lose meaning For words are just a play in my head How could I who am death die and see death in the eye I carry on For I am death ... I seek no God I seek no end I seek no love For I AM all the above I am death... In me all shall end I am..

"Breaking The Habit" - Linkin Park

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"Breaking The Habit" Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again [Bridge:] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream. I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright. So I'm breaking the habit, I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again [Bridge] [Chorus] I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends [Chorus:] I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have som...

Kangna

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As the music fills up my mind Words flow down meaninglessly And thoughts of scenes rush by As the intellect stops its work These tunes from across Break the rhythm of the day As the past stands unchanged While the future appears brighter Where from have these voices emerged That were under wraps in war While love thrived beneath Risen now have these works That set the path of peace God breaks His silence in rhythms While I get immersed In my own silence within..

Inception

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The world I believe Keeps crumbling around While thoughts unseen Start showing up The comforts I've known Become my pain And the company I've kept Break away... Partially I begin to see The reality of me While my world merges With dreams in sleep I fade into Thy dream On coils of infinity with my heart held firmly In Thy Blissful serenity Breaking free from this lie A world of vanity I step in to myself The One True Reality I am.... Om Tat Sat

Joshua Walters: On being just crazy enough

I've always wondered from when I could discern what the words like 'social', 'acceptable', 'sensible', 'practical' etc were spoken as to who defined these words... people have ever been classified based on these words on interpretations that were suitable to one's own agenda and the one's who were branded as not so were dismissed for whatever reason... It is only necessary that as a civilization we re-look at certain 'facts' in the light of where we are today with the problems being faced by us economically, socially etc. We need to understand that we are but a species, not a race... We are but an evolute not the final.. We are but in the process of understanding not dictating... We are but another life form not 'that' which defined life... when we classify some 'one' or some 'thing' on the basis of our limitations.

YiPL

A new situation ... A different experience People I know not Yet I seem to care Why is it a need felt Is it for social acceptance is it for name and fame Or for a position I can claim Nay says the mind Go ahead says the heart Your duty screams the Scriptures fall not says the will I stand up to this challenge I work for togetherness I hold all fair and equal love not pride drives the spirit I behold You Lord in all that I do I thank Thy grace for these oppurtunities placed Show me my path righteous and straight Hold Thee my arms and guide me to You I am but Thy reflection in flesh and blood I exist as a reflection in Thy mind Isha vasyam idam sarvam I see Thee in all this visible glory OM TAT SAT YiPL

Winds of Change - Scorpions

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I follow the Moskva Down to Gorky Park Listening to the wind of change An August summer night Soldiers passing by Listening to the wind of change The world closing in Did you ever think That we could be so close,like brothers The future's in the air I can feel it everywhere Blowing with the wind of change Chorus: Take me to the magic of the moment On a glory night Where the children of tomorrow dream away In the wind of change Walking down the street Distant memories Are buried in the past forever I fallow the Moskva Down to Gorky Park Listening to the wind of change Take me to the magic of the moment On a glory night Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams With you and me Take me to the magic of the moment On a glory night Where the children of tomorrow dream away In the wind of change The wind of change blows straight Into the face of time Like a storm wind that will ring The freedom bell for peace of mind Let your balalaika s...

The sound of anklets within ..

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Deep within i hear The sounds of feet dancing I hear them anklets on those feet As i lose myself to these thoughts Lost am I in love for Him Slave am I to His thoughts Oh Lord release me from this These chains of attchments Let me join them gopis In their dance of love Let me delve in your memory May You take me in Thy arms I cry for Thee in mirth Love lorn have I been Without Thy presence And I hear Thy feet danicing Amongst them gopis my Lord You dance my Lord Take me along Krishna May I also be lost in Thy bliss I hear them feet with anklets I hear them dancing in Love I hear them in my mind I hear them full of bliss within Om Tat Sat

Black Sabbath N. I. B.

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Black Sabbath N. I. B. Lyrics Oh yeah! Some people say my love cannot be true Please believe me, my love, and Ill show you I will give you those things you thought unreal The sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal Oh yeah! Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel Oh yeah! Now I have you with me, under my power Our love grows stronger now with every hour Look into my eyes, you will see who I am My name is lucifer, please take my hand Oh yeah! Follow me now and you will not regret Leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine Forever with me till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real Before you know the way Im going to feel Im going to feel Im going to feel Oh...

Arunachala!!!

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I wait for you I seek Thee in books I search for you in shadows I imagine you in my being Yet I see not Thee in myself Yet I find no satisfaction I repeat Thy name in the mind I sing out Your name like never before This search continues Yet You hide from me Where from am I to find solace Where in lies the Truth In me say Your guides In me say Your devotees In me say the wind In me says my mind Yet I am not satisfied As I am just my own memory I is an illusion lost in signals I is a mistake in time Yet I am alive These references to memory is all I think I am Yet I exist but the references Show me the way oh Lord Lost I am in this maze of me mine and myself You as me beholds my mind Yet I as You is a puzzle I seek You in my actions I seek You in those results I am lost in this confusion... Show me the way Oh Arunachala!

Nothing Else Matters - Metallica S&M Unplugged

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So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say and nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us, something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they say never cared for games they play never cared for what they do never cared for what ...

EVANESCENCE "Anywhere"

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EVANESCENCE "Anywhere" - LYRICS Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you And at sweet night, you are my own Take my hand [CHORUS:] We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the morning light We'll be half way to anywhere Where love is more than just your name I have dreamt of a place for you and I No one knows who we are there All I want is to give my life only to you I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore Let's run away, I'll take you there We're leaving here tonight There's no need to tell anyone They'd only hold us down So by the mornings light We'll be half way to anywhere Where no one needs a reason Forget this life Come with me Don't look back you're safe now Unlock your heart Drop your guard No one's left to...

I - The Infinite of form

The music plays in my head Out of rhythm and in sync With desires unborn in my mind And yearn to bud into my life These thoughts they seem so real Yet they transit into nothingess When Your Light comes over Making me aware of the presence The thoughts light up brighter Burning strong and light this mind Surfacing the darkness lurking within I long for those seconds of pure Light The music lures my mind back To the darkness that beckons within I see myself fade into decay While You stand and stay ever aside Your presence is always the path You are always the direction Roads or thorns You direct my feet Good or bad You expose me to facts Where is astray if You are me What can taint the space within If I am just the Light of Life Can the wind leave tracks around Ye mind thy sins are burnt Oh thoughts you're origins are blessed My actions they are His grace The results are His gifts to Life Where is the Lust What for is greed Whom what is to hate When All is my dream! Oh what wonder th...

Life

Paulo: A life without a cause is a life without an effect CR: a life is simply life irrespective of cause and effect! It is ones own prerogative to see meaning in it by associating cause and effect! Only activity and results can be viewed in the light of cause and effect! Life needs no cause or effect. It just exists!

Waiting for love

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I wait for you my love Minute on minute passes by I count irresistibly To hold you in my arms To feel the passion of love Passing through me to you To taste the love you let go As I let our love fulfill This fantasy I nurture A dream within my head Reality may rule otherwise Yet I wait for those few moments I know not any other way To shower my love to you But to hold you in my arms And let the animal take over What this passion brings To each other is known Burning through our senses The body reacting to love Where do we get from there Is not the big question It is to live every minute intensely And be aware of the Divine working What breaks free is the ego To let go of structures To hold on to nothing substantial But trust faith and love Every moment luminous to love Pours forth the great Truth That we hold nothing within But the love for each other in full I love you for these words to evoke Such passions within your mind I wait for your ...

To dance like Nataraja

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I witness Thee in dance In movement In rhythm The world as I know it Revolves which I care not how She is in motion Decay is her direction Yet change directed by You Gives her life renewed Wave upon wave of destruction Yet she springs back to life For You are her base In the motion Thee blesseth Oh Lord how else would One think Of You but in dance so serene Yet so magnificent to 'see' Spinning within this ball of flame I can see You Oh Lord conditioned To my senses as Me in my form Magnificent for my own satisfaction Yet what You are only You knoweth The sounds playing forth The fire burning that is played The snakes hissing Thy intent And Thy hands blessing my safety As my mind wanders like your stag You deliver the blow with Your axe To hold me fixated to You The here and now rooted to Truth Oh Lord may I be burnt in Thy dance May this not leave any trace of presence But for Thy dance may I not be remembered Yet I seek Thee to live through me May You dance in my form May You ...

Lord Nataraja's face

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I see You Lord A picture of movement A show of grace A vision striking me with awe I fear this sight Huge and luminous Thy hair flying in circles Stuck like tentacles to time The forehead clear and calm Thy eye closed in Joy The sharp nose as though breathless And only the smile calms me Fire blazing around Thee Consuming every essence of existence To me these elements in time Have come to reassure me of life Yet You care not for This Bhakta Lost in the quest for Bliss You burn up all my comfort Not hearing my pleas to Thee Oh Lord crush me with Thy raised feet Or dissolve This body in Thy dance I yearn for something Which Thee say am Me I care not for this vision As Thy presence evokes fear I care only to be As Thee gracing Thy fields I happen to see now my identity as Thy reflection Of luminous Infinite Awareness In a mind identified to Thy fields I am but Thy reflection Held in a spectacle of time Viewing a world The senses project In Thy L...

Krishna's slave

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Slave am I Oh Krishna To these thoughts of You I crave not anymore For men or women I hold back myself To imagine You as all To be in Thy presence To serve Your interests Disappointed am I Oh Lord For You dont care to instruct me You stay away from my yearnings Do You doubt my Love Krishna? I stick to such thoughts Until You roll Thy dice And I roll into Thy game Like a tumbling rock I fall Yet Oh Lord I have Pulled back and fell At Thy feet pleading For nothing but Thy Love Hold not from me Lord Thy embrace full and strong I am such a selfish being That I want nothing but You for me The fear of Thy words Has hit me hard For Thee does not speak You whisper that shall not be heard Yet I have understood And stand shuderring For Thee shall manifest in Me As Love for All in acts kind I stand bewildered As wretched I am Greed stands inbetween now Thee and Thy acts of Love Bless me with courage Lord For Thee are within Bless with directions For I am clearly lost Om Tat Sat

I learn...

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I have always wondered why so many people keep writing about roses, clouds and love. I set on to write down something different or so I thought. Then I started feeling lonely as I have always been trying to stand out of the crowd! I have never felt included because I was(considered myself) always special. I have expressed thoughts only to myself and became self centered. I was(in my mind) always the saviour and hence became a cynic! What had I been all these years? I had misunderstood everything about the rose! I had failed to see the beauty of the rose and try to express it as much as I understood. I had not seen the world as beautiful as it should be. I had imagined the rose within a contorted self centered world which I wanted to be in control of(!!!) which I have never appreciated at all. I think I now see clearly the beauty of this rose, this thing called life, to the extent I have understood and I am happy that I stood amongst the crowd rather than away from it holding ha...