Clouds

You cloud over my thoughts
You are like the dark rain bearing clouds
Do You cover the sun
Or do You simply pass over the sky blocking my view
Maybe You are the thief who blocks my'vision'
That imagination where suddenly recognize You in my being
As thoughts As words and deeds
As an imagination in Thine dream
And suddenly You hover over
As the Seven so called dangers
Kaama Krodha Lobha Moha Mada and Matsarya

No more shall I dread these
For these are You
As the rain bearing clouds
Pouring Your Love on the farmers who sow for wellbeing
And Your wrath on us city dwellers who breed greed
No more shall dwell on why I dwell over the origins of these thoughts
You fill my being
You cloud my thoughts
You enliven this imagination i consider me

Oh Keshava!
You are my thoughts
You are me

Om Tat Sat

Kavacha

A bad workman blames his tools
How foolish have I been
I've been blessed with the most sophisticated tool
Magical and most powerful
Yet not knowing what if is I have taken it to be me
I took it not to be me
I blamed it for all unpleasant situations
And held it as the reason for all the gaps between reality

Oh Mind
Thou Art Divine

The whole world I perceive is because of You
You are Shakti
You are Her blessing
You are filled with Love
My ignorance perceives Her Love
As desire, anger, hurt, pride, lust,greed
For I don't see Her in Your functioning

You are a Kavacha (armour),Her blessing
And not my curse
You are Swarga where Indra resides
All the Devas functions in You
May You lead me to Him
May Her Love Blossom into my Destiny

May I fill Your activity with Her Thoughts

You are Aananda

Om Tat Sat

Why?

I admit I am Your imagination
Then why?
Why create a being on You're own
Am I willfully here by You
Or am I part of Your un-willful dream

What do I do now
Whom to I talk to but You
In all these names and forms
Whom do I teach
You who is in all these conscious beings
Whom do I work when all that is is You

Even if I playfully participate
I am but You playing with You
Working with You
Crying with You

Then why?

Why this separate entity to plead
Why this imagined being in You
Who knows not whether to enjoy our suffer
Knows not what to enjoy what to avoid
Gets beaten by its own action
Does this even exist
If so why this temporary separation

Why Oh Lord

I admit I know not anything
Any wilful lesson is also in ignorance
I admit my ego plays truant

Show me why should this separation linger
Time itself is You and it pains me to know that separation could last an eternity

Oh Mother why?

Show me the way to end this separation if it is to work by my action
Else take me here and now and let not this entity perceive anything but You
You who are time causation the elements and the mind
You who are knowledge
You who are Love

May I be You
May I never be me unless I am devoted to You
May You guide with every breath every thought and every decision

Until You decide enough

May I know why

On Tat Sat

Search

I search for You in all places
But this mind I have
For I fail to accept that You are All

I search for You in things and books
While I don't see You in these thoughts

I search for You in the past
I imagine You in stories
I yearn for You in presence
I long for Your loving embrace

While all the Time You are All
I search for That means ;now , which would unclog this mind
That which would reveal You, here and now, as I

I pray I search for You no more
I pray You fill my thoughts
I pray my thoughts be strung with Your Divinity
I pray my existence is no more even thought of as other than Your grace

May I search no more I pray..

Om Tat Sat

Prayer

I realize now..
I know not what's right or wrong
I hold not thoughts I can call my own
I am unsure whether the notion of I that I hold is something meaningful
Imagination itself seems to be just a tool just to make sense of what's happening
I know not even if Truth that I believe is meaningful

I submit myself to Thee
Thee who is this world I perceive
Thee who is of different names and forms
Thee who is all that is was and will be
Thee which perceives as I and You; We and They
You are perception itself
It is You who perceives as I

this, i submit
i know not even if i make sense anymore
For i am Thy instrument

i am...
Om Tat Sat 

Man - an animal

Man ... I've always been told that man is superior to the animal ..The sixth sense makes this species different ...intelligence that does not just follow a pattern... no certain design that fit into a mould

The urge to conquer nature is a noble task and man is on top of the food chain

Maaya - Illusion

A concept that is also from the same region I was taught the above

If I were born in a different region I would have had to acquire that information rather than be taught or told along with education

What a concept ...that all you see and do is just imaginary ..that every'thing thought of to be permanent isn't and there is a Truth that isn't illusion and the superiority of this species -Man is because he is capable of understanding this concept

Rather than conquer nature due to intellectual superiority ,  an Illusion makes One more vigilant as there is no need to conquer ..just Co exist as One is part of the whole or the whole or the being that imagines the Whole or One who is imagined by the Whole

One is Maaya or One is Truth depending on what One imagines knowing fully well that such imagination is also just an Illusion

Om Tat Sat
I am ...