What are these
A Rain of words
Meaningless to many
Expressions to one
Do I write to please
Or is it that I am pleased
Do these signify who I am
Or is it an expression of who I am
Am I lost or confused
Am I an ego maniac
Is it that I expect to change
Or is it that I want someone to change
Do I desire what I write
Or do these words reach someone
What am I expecting
when I myself say 'I am' in silence
I express what I feel
I wish to put in words the same
When I reach out into the depths
Where consciousness has a larger reach
I know not of the world
As I know it as change
But the one thing constant
Is this depth and silence in consciousness
I cannot reach out to consciousness
For I am the very consciousness
I write so that I am countered
For the words are those of the mind
My mind is the world
And so she changes
Tired and frustrated she babbles
As I; consciousness watch her change
This diary I write so I can observe her change
My mind tired and frustrated..
For her silence reveals her nothingness
As she dissolves in me ... consciousness
I write so my mind dissolves
And she watches her disappear
Into me consciousness
For I am ....
Sat Chit Ananda
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Fools of Destiny
Are we here because of a God
A Creation that the Lord maketh
With all the fallacy's in our making
And the people who make it look worse
Who then is He to determine
For the problems I face are mine
And not that of His;
HE who made it, nay created it
He is to blame then, not me
For I do what is to be done
I dont 'create' this, this sin
That is the blame I carry
I am pure then
as I was created by He
My choices are His too
for He is me, as I am His
Then I don't sin
For it is not my destiny
These are His, the Lords
For HE created them willfully
Who am I then Ye fools
Fools of Destiny
You cant purify me
For I am the Pure, Author of The Destiny
Lost as You are in this madness
You call the Path
From sea to sea you travel
Bearing the cross of your fallacy
Your God is a fiction
A mere concept of sin
For He is no other
Than the decider of this Destiny
Stop this madness
This spread of fallacy
This disease of hatred
In the name of a fiction, this Destiny
I choose my God,
As you yours
A fiction in our consciousness
As logic creates disharmony
He is Me this God
For I create and I destroy
My bindings and my theories
If He created Me, He is Me and I am He
Ye fools, fools of destiny
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I am ...
Sat Chit Ananda
A Creation that the Lord maketh
With all the fallacy's in our making
And the people who make it look worse
Who then is He to determine
For the problems I face are mine
And not that of His;
HE who made it, nay created it
He is to blame then, not me
For I do what is to be done
I dont 'create' this, this sin
That is the blame I carry
I am pure then
as I was created by He
My choices are His too
for He is me, as I am His
Then I don't sin
For it is not my destiny
These are His, the Lords
For HE created them willfully
Who am I then Ye fools
Fools of Destiny
You cant purify me
For I am the Pure, Author of The Destiny
Lost as You are in this madness
You call the Path
From sea to sea you travel
Bearing the cross of your fallacy
Your God is a fiction
A mere concept of sin
For He is no other
Than the decider of this Destiny
Stop this madness
This spread of fallacy
This disease of hatred
In the name of a fiction, this Destiny
I choose my God,
As you yours
A fiction in our consciousness
As logic creates disharmony
He is Me this God
For I create and I destroy
My bindings and my theories
If He created Me, He is Me and I am He
Ye fools, fools of destiny
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I am ...
Sat Chit Ananda
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Mind & SatChitAnanda - An Amateurish Analysis
Its funny but true. We get lost in our own thoughts. Where do thoughts come from. Where do thoughts go. What happens to my wife in my dream and the monsters that try to kill me. Where do they go. Are they in Earth or in some other galaxy. During my dream am I awake or am I asleep.
Funny but true. If my dreams are not real then why am I hungry and how can my hunger satiate on eating something in my dream? But I wake up hungry?
We just don't want to answer these questions as we think we are mature and we know that the dream is not real. Fact is the mind is just playing on as it is doing what it does best. Work! Problem is we don't realize that this mind is a tool. We allow it to be carried away into its simulations be it enjoyable or sorrowful. We allow the mind to trick us!! Which means when we want to simply bring back our attention to something else we simply cut what we are thinking and replace it with some other thought like what is running on TV. But the mind itself is a wonderful three dimensional portal ( to be a bit futuristic) that it simulates whatever we want be it quality time with family or success in life on even your pre-school crush whether you had or did not have one.
So .... mind needs to be controlled as it is a tool like you remote control .. you need to focus it on something for it to perform well. Life and happiness depends on that.
What is most important is how you want to accept reality.
As you grow older you always want to be self assertive. It is natural.. when you're younger the things that matter to you most can be easily changed as your responsibilities are lesser. When you grow more responsible you're one decision could alter so many things. It becomes like the domino effect. When you're young the domino is small and hence can be controlled. When you're more responsible the number of things that are tied to you are longer so it is more difficult. THIS DOMINO IS NOT ATTACHMENT. Family work society etc is NOT attachment. It is only your thought that drives you to think so as the mind starts simulating this domino effect. So if you are cornered or threatened it is natural that we want peace. Problem is when we want peace we need silence. When you do get silence what we fail to do is control the mind from thinking. So the mind goes on babbling continuously and this is noise. So even when you're alone the mental creations of your problems tend to keep running like inertia. Imagine a cycle that you are pedaling and at some point you stop pedaling and due to inertia it moves on. Similarly is the mind. It does not just stop.Even if you get silent externally the mind goes on rotating from one point to other. When you pedal the cycle it picks up momentum and goes still further. Similarly if you give attention to your mind when it is babbling (when you're alone and want silence) the momentum for thought is created and it keeps running. True silence is when you nail the physical movements, mental creations and intellectual memories to be silent, When you can control them completely you come to realize Consciousness as such which is Sat ( Existence) Chit (Consciousness ) and Ananda (Bliss) Sat Chit Ananda which is ones true nature.
Funny but true. If my dreams are not real then why am I hungry and how can my hunger satiate on eating something in my dream? But I wake up hungry?
We just don't want to answer these questions as we think we are mature and we know that the dream is not real. Fact is the mind is just playing on as it is doing what it does best. Work! Problem is we don't realize that this mind is a tool. We allow it to be carried away into its simulations be it enjoyable or sorrowful. We allow the mind to trick us!! Which means when we want to simply bring back our attention to something else we simply cut what we are thinking and replace it with some other thought like what is running on TV. But the mind itself is a wonderful three dimensional portal ( to be a bit futuristic) that it simulates whatever we want be it quality time with family or success in life on even your pre-school crush whether you had or did not have one.
So .... mind needs to be controlled as it is a tool like you remote control .. you need to focus it on something for it to perform well. Life and happiness depends on that.
What is most important is how you want to accept reality.
As you grow older you always want to be self assertive. It is natural.. when you're younger the things that matter to you most can be easily changed as your responsibilities are lesser. When you grow more responsible you're one decision could alter so many things. It becomes like the domino effect. When you're young the domino is small and hence can be controlled. When you're more responsible the number of things that are tied to you are longer so it is more difficult. THIS DOMINO IS NOT ATTACHMENT. Family work society etc is NOT attachment. It is only your thought that drives you to think so as the mind starts simulating this domino effect. So if you are cornered or threatened it is natural that we want peace. Problem is when we want peace we need silence. When you do get silence what we fail to do is control the mind from thinking. So the mind goes on babbling continuously and this is noise. So even when you're alone the mental creations of your problems tend to keep running like inertia. Imagine a cycle that you are pedaling and at some point you stop pedaling and due to inertia it moves on. Similarly is the mind. It does not just stop.Even if you get silent externally the mind goes on rotating from one point to other. When you pedal the cycle it picks up momentum and goes still further. Similarly if you give attention to your mind when it is babbling (when you're alone and want silence) the momentum for thought is created and it keeps running. True silence is when you nail the physical movements, mental creations and intellectual memories to be silent, When you can control them completely you come to realize Consciousness as such which is Sat ( Existence) Chit (Consciousness ) and Ananda (Bliss) Sat Chit Ananda which is ones true nature.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Musings on the "Know" Triad
Where is this difference
Between Knowledge and Known
And a knower claiming
The known as His
In memory lives He
An unknowable known
A sum of all thoughts
He knows as known
Who is He, this known
Lost in what He knows
In experiences known
Lying deep within as the latent known (memory)
Confused, He loses knowledge
In assuming he is the known
And the known he becomes
Searching for an unknown known
This He is me
Lost and confused
Until the known knowledge
Cleared the thoughts known
I realize now..
I am the known
I am the knowledge
I am the knower
Of all known and not known
I am....
Sat Chit Ananda
The inability of logic to capture and realize the Oneness of all the Exists creates such a confusion that the moment logic is brought into play Oneness is lost as the other supposedly assumes existence in accordance with the logician. This individuality has to then drop the idea of the other and view the entirety as a screen of consciousness on which the 'world' as we know it plays as a here and now choicely movie where we are only actors playing our part based on the available attributes of intellectual, physical and social givens! Interesting, but the individuality does not merge with the Oneness during play....
Between Knowledge and Known
And a knower claiming
The known as His
In memory lives He
An unknowable known
A sum of all thoughts
He knows as known
Who is He, this known
Lost in what He knows
In experiences known
Lying deep within as the latent known (memory)
Confused, He loses knowledge
In assuming he is the known
And the known he becomes
Searching for an unknown known
This He is me
Lost and confused
Until the known knowledge
Cleared the thoughts known
I realize now..
I am the known
I am the knowledge
I am the knower
Of all known and not known
I am....
Sat Chit Ananda
The inability of logic to capture and realize the Oneness of all the Exists creates such a confusion that the moment logic is brought into play Oneness is lost as the other supposedly assumes existence in accordance with the logician. This individuality has to then drop the idea of the other and view the entirety as a screen of consciousness on which the 'world' as we know it plays as a here and now choicely movie where we are only actors playing our part based on the available attributes of intellectual, physical and social givens! Interesting, but the individuality does not merge with the Oneness during play....
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