Emotions

Its been a long time Since i've wrote on Love I was never down on Love And then she came along Held on to everything mine Took away every detail That were my past And tells me back hers Words seem to be lost When shes around I struggle to speak out Anything in my mind I confessed finally My love for her I write for the first time This song of Love I'm so happy now For I've lost control I dont worry anymore For my hold slipped away Ever have I written Wanting Love Ever have these words been lost Seeking Love Now when shes around Its like I'm asleep In her arms gently She ... In my arms I love You Om Tat Sat

Where is heaven and hell Where are the Gods I so much pray to What for do we follow these rituals and rites In word and deed leaving aside the spirit of love I see Him now in the babe born in sewers I see Him now begging for food I see You sleeping lazily I see Your hand in the hatred of men I see Thy grace in the bullet that kills I feel the impact of the terror You spread I face Your greed in the scams and loot It hurts to know the rape of innocense Oh Lord how can I stop You? You who witness every act that hurts You who carry out these actions of 'sin' You who started this maze called life You who acted Your part to live You who still act as though You forgot You who love for thats Your name So where is this place called heaven Opposed from hell Somewhere people dream to be or not to be I see now Your play to act both roles In the here and now you've hid these worlds I seek Thee to see this world In the context of Love I pray for courage to bring Thy Love I hold my thoug...

Much has been done Which deserves to be forgotten Much has been said Which must be pursued Much is beyond me That I cannot do Do I want to do everything I think in vain.. Half way through in all these thoughts Questions I seek without direction to solve When shall I realize that timeless Truth That all solutions lie within You I seek Thee doubts flooding the mind I pray to Thee without surrendering my pride Show me the way holding my hands I seem to be scared of this responsibility to live I wait.. Om Tat Sat

Days pass on into nights Summer into rains Happiness into sorrow And God decides to sleep Can you be awake Oh Lord All the time to this world Or do You alternate as well Between Light and Dark? What should I seek Oh Lord Thee who I believe regins supreme Or a life that breeds and lives To deteriorate into lust and greed Seeking You also seems to lure Thoughts of power and control For Thee I see in imperfect ways Coloured by my ignorant needs Then I define You in terms That takes eons to understand And wrap You up in stories Passed on from Mother to Daughter and Son Yet I have not overcome this question Do You ever sleep at all Or into eternity You are awake To mans meandering ways in Lust Thee I seek Oh Lord To light my path ahead I drop this sense of pride And stand naked for Your grace I allow for time to speak Your words whispered in the mind To choose actions and words That scream of Love for the world May Thy hand grace this fool May Thy Love rain my tarried soul May thoughts that...

There is a quest for power A force that disappeared From visible sphere That began this journey Through space and time This power dark and formidable I suppressed him the dark one For he taught me pain In the face of love Then I sought him for long To gain his might.. Words of hate and force Spilled on space Trapped in time I hid them Memory though functions within And desire once again sprouts To set him free Demons in my head sprang and thrived Feelings so dark kept awake my nights So confident was I of my path That God I had questioned not He seemed to watch and smile For I was one but in a million in quest Seeds of love where within my heart That which silently rooted deeper Into the void they went for Him And buds of light emerged bright He manifested as paths and words From the outside bombarding my senses and mind Long have I read and cried His books and men who guided His kin Saturated I feel I should slow down For my within beckons I see inside Lo and behold appears those thou...

The mind whispers continously from dawn to dusk. What is this mind, I question. A tool ... A tool just like a spanner, a computer or even maybe a vehicle. Is this a realm I can enter and exit .like a world post mortem I wish to believe. Neural signals or unchannelled energy these thoughts seem to make me feel alive What this spark of life I call me 'wants' I am not aware, yet I seek something hurling myself on a path I know not. I pray that I am guided by His Invisible hand and I pray that there is a purpose for my intellect says it is a waste without reason to carry on Oh what a situation to be in. Some say the bird on the branch watching and bird on the branch eating are the functioning in the brain and some say the watching one is Atman and the moving Jiva What does this have to do with my path I know not yet I carry on scratching my head a bit. If this moment were all eternity and ther here and now encapsulates time then I the conscious entity am Shiva!! Somewhere somehow ...