I write
What are these A Rain of words Meaningless to many Expressions to one Do I write to please Or is it that I am pleased Do these signify who I am Or is it an expression of who I am Am I lost or confused Am I an ego maniac Is it that I expect to change Or is it that I want someone to change Do I desire what I write Or do these words reach someone What am I expecting when I myself say 'I am' in silence I express what I feel I wish to put in words the same When I reach out into the depths Where consciousness has a larger reach I know not of the world As I know it as change But the one thing constant Is this depth and silence in consciousness I cannot reach out to consciousness For I am the very consciousness I write so that I am countered For the words are those of the mind My mind is the world And so she changes Tired and frustrated she babbles As I; consciousness watch her change This diary I write so I can observe her change My mind tired and frustrated.. For her silence reveals ...