Emotions

A bad workman blames his tools How foolish have I been I've been blessed with the most sophisticated tool Magical and most powerful Yet not knowing what if is I have taken it to be me I took it not to be me I blamed it for all unpleasant situations And held it as the reason for all the gaps between reality Oh Mind Thou Art Divine The whole world I perceive is because of You You are Shakti You are Her blessing You are filled with Love My ignorance perceives Her Love As desire, anger, hurt, pride, lust,greed For I don't see Her in Your functioning You are a Kavacha (armour),Her blessing And not my curse You are Swarga where Indra resides All the Devas functions in You May You lead me to Him May Her Love Blossom into my Destiny May I fill Your activity with Her Thoughts You are Aananda Om Tat Sat

I admit I am Your imagination Then why? Why create a being on You're own Am I willfully here by You Or am I part of Your un-willful dream What do I do now Whom to I talk to but You In all these names and forms Whom do I teach You who is in all these conscious beings Whom do I work when all that is is You Even if I playfully participate I am but You playing with You Working with You Crying with You Then why? Why this separate entity to plead Why this imagined being in You Who knows not whether to enjoy our suffer Knows not what to enjoy what to avoid Gets beaten by its own action Does this even exist If so why this temporary separation Why Oh Lord I admit I know not anything Any wilful lesson is also in ignorance I admit my ego plays truant Show me why should this separation linger Time itself is You and it pains me to know that separation could last an eternity Oh Mother why? Show me the way to end this separation if it is to work by my actio...

I search for You in all places But this mind I have For I fail to accept that You are All I search for You in things and books While I don't see You in these thoughts I search for You in the past I imagine You in stories I yearn for You in presence I long for Your loving embrace While all the Time You are All I search for That means ;now , which would unclog this mind That which would reveal You, here and now, as I I pray I search for You no more I pray You fill my thoughts I pray my thoughts be strung with Your Divinity I pray my existence is no more even thought of as other than Your grace May I search no more I pray.. Om Tat Sat