Kavacha

A bad workman blames his tools
How foolish have I been
I've been blessed with the most sophisticated tool
Magical and most powerful
Yet not knowing what if is I have taken it to be me
I took it not to be me
I blamed it for all unpleasant situations
And held it as the reason for all the gaps between reality

Oh Mind
Thou Art Divine

The whole world I perceive is because of You
You are Shakti
You are Her blessing
You are filled with Love
My ignorance perceives Her Love
As desire, anger, hurt, pride, lust,greed
For I don't see Her in Your functioning

You are a Kavacha (armour),Her blessing
And not my curse
You are Swarga where Indra resides
All the Devas functions in You
May You lead me to Him
May Her Love Blossom into my Destiny

May I fill Your activity with Her Thoughts

You are Aananda

Om Tat Sat

Why?

I admit I am Your imagination
Then why?
Why create a being on You're own
Am I willfully here by You
Or am I part of Your un-willful dream

What do I do now
Whom to I talk to but You
In all these names and forms
Whom do I teach
You who is in all these conscious beings
Whom do I work when all that is is You

Even if I playfully participate
I am but You playing with You
Working with You
Crying with You

Then why?

Why this separate entity to plead
Why this imagined being in You
Who knows not whether to enjoy our suffer
Knows not what to enjoy what to avoid
Gets beaten by its own action
Does this even exist
If so why this temporary separation

Why Oh Lord

I admit I know not anything
Any wilful lesson is also in ignorance
I admit my ego plays truant

Show me why should this separation linger
Time itself is You and it pains me to know that separation could last an eternity

Oh Mother why?

Show me the way to end this separation if it is to work by my action
Else take me here and now and let not this entity perceive anything but You
You who are time causation the elements and the mind
You who are knowledge
You who are Love

May I be You
May I never be me unless I am devoted to You
May You guide with every breath every thought and every decision

Until You decide enough

May I know why

On Tat Sat

Search

I search for You in all places
But this mind I have
For I fail to accept that You are All

I search for You in things and books
While I don't see You in these thoughts

I search for You in the past
I imagine You in stories
I yearn for You in presence
I long for Your loving embrace

While all the Time You are All
I search for That means ;now , which would unclog this mind
That which would reveal You, here and now, as I

I pray I search for You no more
I pray You fill my thoughts
I pray my thoughts be strung with Your Divinity
I pray my existence is no more even thought of as other than Your grace

May I search no more I pray..

Om Tat Sat