Emotions

I would like to imagine myself within this force field covered by layer over layer of powerful energy that I could control. That would be possible to achieve feats that I wouldn't have been able to do for several lifetimes. Do those amazing things that would leave the future in awe. The power to control that which I create. That would put me in a position so great the there would be none other than me so powerful Quite childish actually. .... Thoughts that defined me as special as separate from everything else known. Until you realize there is that opposite word. . The Unknown That word is associated with fear The more these thoughts wander the more there is one certainty. The I that I so passionately use is just a collection of my thoughts. My thoughts as memory and my imagined future. While the body that I so cling to as who I am is just an energy field I associate my thoughts to be centered on this field. Why I even use this right in doing this exercise of jotting down these...

For our security we've built cities societies and religions and now we leave our security and are more concerned about the dreams we've built. People seem to want trees but won't plant them. Want flowers and fruits but not trees for they spoil their house. Someone told us. .. take away those plants they breed the mosquitoes. ... what the. ..? No snakes no elephants no tigers they are best left in the cage. No work too cause the govt should give me free What are we coming to?