Thoughts

I do not have anything to write now
I can't even find the thoughts within
The words that I know make no sense
For eternity cannot rest is words

Varuvaay - You shall come

Do I see you as a man
Or the mountain in the north
Or do I pray to you as the life
That is the visible world

Do I hold you as the thoughts divine
or do I see you in the elements
that make up this world
Or is it just a small symbol

Do I feel you in the senses
That make up my human input
Or do I pray to you as the consciousness  within
That rests not even if the mindas disappears in sleep

Or do I just pray to you as the One
in deep mediation with Shakthi by Your side
Or do I see you as One seated on a bull
With the hosts of demons by Your side

Show me Thy form
For I am mad in this state
Dance Oh Lord on this form of mine
Let me see Thy dance from below Thy feet!

Oh Shiva! Oh Shankara! Oh Nataraja!
I am...
Om Tat Sat