Emotions

I do not have anything to write now I can't even find the thoughts within The words that I know make no sense For eternity cannot rest is words

Do I see you as a man Or the mountain in the north Or do I pray to you as the life That is the visible world Do I hold you as the thoughts divine or do I see you in the elements that make up this world Or is it just a small symbol Do I feel you in the senses That make up my human input Or do I pray to you as the consciousness  within That rests not even if the mindas disappears in sleep Or do I just pray to you as the One in deep mediation with Shakthi by Your side Or do I see you as One seated on a bull With the hosts of demons by Your side Show me Thy form For I am mad in this state Dance Oh Lord on this form of mine Let me see Thy dance from below Thy feet! Oh Shiva! Oh Shankara! Oh Nataraja! I am... Om Tat Sat