En Manas - My mind
A rumble through thoughts and feeling so sporadic yet sometimes deep. Does one thought lead to the next and does this make me who I am. A diary for my emotions -
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright.
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
[Bridge]
[Chorus]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
As the music fills up my mind
Words flow down meaninglessly
And thoughts of scenes rush by
As the intellect stops its work
These tunes from across
Break the rhythm of the day
As the past stands unchanged
While the future appears brighter
Where from have these voices emerged
That were under wraps in war
While love thrived beneath
Risen now have these works
That set the path of peace
God breaks His silence in rhythms
While I get immersed
In my own silence within..