Emotions

Moments of sorrow these Moments where every possibility seems impossible Moments that hold me in the grip of fear These moments my own creation of greed Have I done so wrong Have I let my people down Have I taken the wrong path I have never thought this far These thoughts now seem to hide Not even do they come out to engage Where from these thoughts came from I have always wanted to figure Now these thoughts are held In a potential known as terror In a suspended state of lack For every chance seems to be unknown I have never been in such a state Of indecision .. of fear The unknown is not death The unknown is not pain This is the fear where words fail Where promises made falter Where effort falls into waste Where plans lead to failure Yet, there is a voice inside which says in whisper... wait And I hope against all odds That this voice is right This voice is true, not my imagination I have nothing else to cling to As the world around me falls Into a futureless pit of loss I hope. I wai...

Suddenly I see you today in a flash Shanka Chakra Gada and Lotus in hand Glowing brighter than a thousand suns And all I can make out is Your Divine Smile Let there be words and words that come to me That praise You Oh Luminous One Let there be thoughts and feeling that emanate The Joy out of which I remember You Let there be You in all I can do and get That bring out the devotion to You Let there be shamelessness in my praise to You Oh beautiful One as I feel the Love grow inside Your Love envelops all this, has and what shall be Your presence substantiates rather makes existant All that has been and shall be Yet I have not seen You caressingly holding me and showing the way Your Love oh Lord has cleared this mud pool Bringing out the Love that shaines from within As a reflection in a muddied water body Only to close in again due to the habits I have developed Oh Lord I seek Thee in the thoughts I think In the words I say In the actsI do And results I yearn, The feelings that Bring me...